Bless You on Your Journey Sweet Jenny....

well , i really don't know how mixed up i am feeling right now. But i Just lost my very best friend 3 hrs. ago. Her name was Jenny she was 24 years old. It is so hard for me to express my feelings but i need to vent. if u all have nothing good to say please don't bother reading.
I got a call from my friends mom this afternoon and i knew it was not good at all cus her mama was calling me. she told me that jenny was brought to the emergency room this morning because she was really sick. well i got off the phone and left as soon as i could to go see her. when i got there she looked as sweet as an angel just sleeping from the meds they gave her. so i stayed awhile and i was with her folks and a bunch of my friends. we all waited till she could wake up so we could tell her that we were there for her. when 4:30 rolled around the docs went into check her and her heart just stopped they tried for 20 minutes to bring her back but she was gone already. i was in total shock and i never thought this would happen to her. i was just at the beach with her yesterday and we talked about going on a cruise to jamaica sometime during the winter. and we had promised eachother that we would make it happen.
I ask my self how can she be gone so fast and so easy? i am so struck right now i am more angry than i am sad. This is such bullshit and i have to feel this hurt. All i can say and do is live with her memory and just be proud i knew her. she was always there she gave up everything just to help u out, she was the most outgoing person i had ever met in my life and most beautiful at heart. I will only miss her so very much.

I just want everyone to know that life is too short live it to the fullest and be happy. Be proud of what u have, and cherish every memory!

I will be out for a couple of days to get my head straight. i wish u all happiness and prosperity....

thx for listening...

hey babe theres not much i can say because ya cant make it better with words, but i want u to know that i am here for ya now and always and after weds forever so all i can do is listen and let u vent im here for ya sweety just call xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx;)

:( My dear friend.....I am so very sorry to here about your friend, it is so tragic that such a young life has been taken. Hold onto and cherish those memories that you have and know that you are in my thoughts. My heart goes out to you and Jennys family in this terrible time.

LOTS OF LOVE KIWI XXXXX

='{'' such a wasdte of life...why cant we all live to die of old age?...whoever made us and this world certanily had a flawed veiw of life and it wonders im sorry for you lola such a sensles loss of life makes me sick...im around if ya need to talk about it

"I AM NOT THERE!'

Do not stand at my grave and weep:
I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blows;
I am the diamond glints on snow.

I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the autumn's rain.

When you awaken in the morning's hush;
I am the swift uplifting rush.

Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft star that shines at night.

Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there; I did not die.

i kno wut the feelin ov the death ov sumbody yer close can make u feel like. im not sayin that 2 b proud er anythin, i juss kno sumtimez itz good ta kno that therez other ppl out there feelin wut yer feelin, cuz there rlly iznt any werdz 2 describe the anger an the sadness combined, it rlly juss drainz yah. i dunt kno u that well lola, but i kno yer a great person n ull make it thru this wit the support ov yer friendz family an ov course all ov us here. Im sure Jenny iz in a better place rite now, an hopefully we all meet up wit the onez weve lost sumday.
PeAcE

HIGH THAT IS ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS I HAVE EVER READ AND IT IS SO TRU

there's nothing I can say to make it better, but I offer my support and condolences anyways. we're all here to help, and we all have to deal with it sometime...

always remember her for who she was, and how she made you into the person you are today. you'll find each other again, but until then, remember that she's probably keeping an eye on you...go out and live life, the way she'd want you to. and tell her all about it when you finally get your place in the sun.