something recently wrong with me

sometimes i think i need anger management.

ive never been an angry person, any time of my life. always kind of quiet and nice. but just this last few months, i just freak out sometimes. sometimes i get so angry at somebody i just ... shake or go into a blind rage and say things i shouldnâ??t. sometimes i think of beating the shit out of the person/people im mad at (I never do it). and after, i feel VERY bad for thinking such things, sometimes I even fel like crying or screaming. even little things like movies can make my emotions go crazy. I do my best to make it not visible to anyone around me.

it really sucks and i donâ??t want it to be like this. but i cant help it. Maybe its all the years of suppressing im finally going crazy. I should tell my doctor :(

and no im not a psycho, I feel I have stong love and compassion for my fellow man, its just that they CAN BE SO FUCKING annoying sometimes :o

yep, its cancer!

psycosis is an possibility or depression dont leave this unchecked as the last thing you want to do is hurt someone you love i have had problems before and i know how uncontrolable anger can get when you loose it like that you are not in control as you say you can say things you would never normaly say you could also hurt someone you love so speak to someone doctor,family member but do not let this fester as it will only get worst it is good that you notice something is wrong that is a start hope you sort it out

well since we are all giving you medical advice, lol, I'll throw my 2 cents in

how old are you and what type of drugs/alcohol do you do and how much??

I ask cause outbursts can be many things, a way to get attention(you wont realize it either), you're depressed, or you could be bipolar(do you get mad and then a friend comes over you havent seen in a while and the "mad and anxious" feelings go away and you become extremely happy????)

LMK, I was diagnosed with bipolar syndrome and manic depression in my late teens, the meds help a lot-good luck sharpezor



S.Ranger

Ive always been like that, but it seems alot worse now when i stop smoking for a day than it used to be b4 i started smoking it could be weed or it could be all those cunts that pissed me off when i was too stoned to do anything about it, or it could be too much exercise or it could be tv who know's but i do hit friends sometimes they get too annoying at points, but been doin that since i was 6, move to belfast you'll blend in easily :)

It's call lack of pussy, bro! It's a common condition that effects men in thier late teens to early twenties. Go get laid, and all will be well again, trust me. No anger management needed; a good old fashion fuck session will do the trick.

I'm serious, btw. ;)

even that wont work after a day without smoke ;), i think its genetic im a far more relaxed version of my dad he flips out over nothing takes me a while longer even without being stoned but of course every person who gets annoyed easily and is kind of violent is lacking a sex life, mayb some of us just grow up in violent familys and neighbours, but nvm just a thought of course its the pussy :)

i get plenty of pussy got enough cash the herb is there always and still i find myself angry.i think its the city i live in.i get mad real mad for lil things.like at the market when they take out coupons im ready to kill.or in traffic.if people treat you good try and trat them better and when they treat you bad treat them worse.find a way to release the negative feelings cuz if you dont they will consume you as they are me

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Originally Posted by friendowl

i get plenty of pussy got enough cash the herb is there always and still i find myself angry.i think its the city i live in.i get mad real mad for lil things.like at the market when they take out coupons im ready to kill.or in traffic.if people treat you good try and trat them better and when they treat you bad treat them worse.find a way to release the negative feelings cuz if you dont they will consume you as they are me

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Yup I know what ur talkin about.
I think it'z a matter of sittin back and realizin what we have and not take shit for granted. It seems we got what we need and still not happy. There'z people out there who got it FUCKED up and still look forward in life, while we got more than most and remain hopeless!

But through every dark night, therez a bright day after that.

was up wicked those words have kept alive on more than one occasion "if we make it thru the night their will be a brighter day" pain = knowledge = power = more weed