Originally Posted by powair
I don't so much mind personal questions. Thank you for being so nice though, Doobie Snax! :)
My boyfriends dick is definately bigger and he's 1000 times better at using it, he just didn't like seeing me with another guy.
The reason it makes me feel like crying is because:
This was before we had established that we were boyfriend and girlfriend. We'd been hanging out and fucking for 2 or 3 months and I went with him to another city for Canada Day, where he is from and where all his friends were. We partied and shit, on Canada Day night he was basically ignoring me, running around holding some girls hand and I got lost in a huge crowd on the street in a city that I didn't know and where I knew absolutely no one but him. I was a little bit hurt. Especially when the next night he was kissing yet another girl. So when he was like, you're getting tag teamed, I thought that might be fun, I'd never had 2 guys before. He let me pick the friend. Ugh, I picked wrong. After a bit, my boyfriend was like, fuck this, and he left and shut the door. I didn't know what to do, and this other guy was like, what, aren't you still down? So I made a really horrible decision and decided to stay and fuck him. (He was really pathetic as it turns out).
I left like 2 days later, and my boyfriend never said anything about it, it seemed like he wasn't even bothered. Then like, 2 months later he went up to that city again without me and when he came back (this is after he started considering me his girlfriend), he was like, I have to talk to you. He proceeded to tell me that the guy I fucked was talking about it with everyone up there, calling me a dirty slut and shit. He apparently said he fucked me in the ass and pussy (and that I had my period) and that I then sucked his dick. If this was true, I would have admitted it. The thing was, he did nothing of the sort. I found out that I was the second person he fucked. He didn't know what the fuck he was doing. And he did NOT stick it in my ass. And I did not have my period.
So all these people are telling my boyfriend to dump me, making him feel stupid for going out with such a slut, and then I found out how jealous and upset he actually was the whole time since that day. If he would have just told me he didn't want me to fuck that guy, I wouldn't have! Also, I felt hurt because he was running around with other girls too. Our relationship just about ended over that, and if the topic comes up he still gets angry and sullen and asks me why I did it. And I know he still believes what that guy said we did. So it's just a sad situation and I really want to kick my own ass for not realizing that it would be hurtful to my boyfriend to fuck that guy. :( :(