last friday i ate an 8th of shrooms, i've previously eaten shrooms a few times before this but none this powerful.
i ate them around 1pm, 20 minutes later i felt the first wave hit me, i kept on thinking the same thoughts over and over again and the thoughts didnt make sense.
this gradually intensified till about 1 and a half hours into it when it peaked. i was in the bathroom and looked into the mirror and my face started to melt and i seen my eye fall out of my head. i walked awkwardly into my friends room and sat down. he was talking to another friend and all of the sudden i became him, i dont know how but i tottally lost myself and i left my friends body and became one with the world, i didnt know where i ended and other life began. i sat contemplating my life and i realized i was just a blob of energy and everything i do in my regular life is a way for me to decieve myself from that fact. everything in my field of vision had a pulseating green halo around it. there was no difference whether i had my eyes open or closed, i just WAS, my energy was eternal, and the form my energy took didnt matter, it just happened my energy inhabits the body of a 19 year old human.
when i started to come down i began to freak out 'cause i started to think regular again but i felt i was just lying to myself and slowly forgetting what i really am.
this trip changed the way i view the world, and now its a little difficult intergrating this trip into my everyday consciecness, but i wouldnt have changed anything about it and plan to trip on these same powerful shrooms again soon.
