well i started smoking weed last january for the first time..and from then on i was in love with the herb.. :D ..i smoked almost everyday from then on..i started coming to school high (which isn't that very smart) but at the time i didn't care.. :rasta: .. :cool:
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i got really into weed and all i listened to and still listen to is reggae mostly..like bob and stuff..and up until september of this year i finally broke down and told my parents i smoked weed..because i thought i got this girl pregnant and i was really really worried about it and i couldn't help but talk 2 my mom about it..and i kinda blurted out i had been smoking weed alot..i started comin 2 school high when school started this year..but it made me even more worried about gettin that girl pregnant cuz after i smoke it speeds my heart rate up and it just made me more nervous..
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but i ended up forgetting about it neways..hah..but i haven't smoked since august and i told my parents i was gonna quit..which i have..my parents talked 2 me about it alot and tried to turn me against it..my parents think alcohol and cigarettes are safer and shit..it's stupid..but i've been really wanting to start smoking again but they've threatened to drug test me and idk if i should start again..but weed's almost spiritual for me..i feel closer to God really..but since i've quit i've been getting sad easier..i couldn't get sad when i was smoking..life was so much better..like perfect..i get depressed kinda easy and weed cured my depression 100%..everything was great..
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(Sorry for writing so much stuff) i just want to know what yall think..should i start smoking again and just keep in private and dont tell many people cuz i dont really like people thinking im a big pot head n stuff..but i see it as herbal medicine rather than a fun-drug..neways tell me what yall think..
-nick