Might Be My Biggest Effing Break Yet

Okay, so I was stupid and I kept smoking even though I'm on probation. I have been for 5 months and I've kept toking. I've failed two drug tests, and the judge, since he liked me, only gave me 2 days community service for it instead of more juvy time and/or extended probation. Now, today, I had to go in and see my probation officer and I knew I wasn't gonna pass, so I had a clean friend piss for me.

Anyway, as I was sitting there in seventh hour, a little less than an hour before my test, I prayed. I prayed for God to just give me this one chance to pass my test, I prayed that the people wouldn't watch me piss so I could substitute my piss. I swore to him that I would quit until at least until November 17th or so, when my probation is finally OVER. I asked that if He could just let me get away with this, I would quit for Him.

So, I went in there, and I was talking to her and she said, "Anyway, guess what you get to do for me? Pee in a cup!! Isn't that exciting!?" I was sorta laughing at this, because there is a 21 year old girl, hot red head, big boobs, nice, round ass, telling me to pee in a cup. Anyway, so I was nervous as fuck as we went in there and she said, "Okay, now I'm gonna be right behind this wall, so go pee in the cup." I substituted, but noticed that it wasn't exactly a lot, just 1 fluid oz. She asked if that was all I could give her and I said, "Well, I could just, ya know, sit out here all day drinking water? ::Laugh:: I mean, I am sorry, though. I peed, like, 6th hour so I don't have that much." She said it was okay

So, anyway, she puts the temp strip on it and she looks at it and says, "We might have a problem." My heart skipped a beat or 8, and she asks the secretary (she's a new PO officer) if its okay if its 94 degrees, just barely. The sec says that with that little amount, and how long it took to get it from the bathroom to the office, its fine. I was like, "PHEW!" So, they had me tape it up, and they sent it in.

So, I'm assuming God said, 'That was your sign, son!' God gave me one more break, one more chance, and I'm definitely effin' using it.

So, anyway, I've failed two drug tests for court, and all I got out of it was two days community service. I had a weekend in juvy, but that was for originally getting caught.

Do you guys think they'll test me AGAIN on Thursday or Friday when I go in for my community service??

Man just fucking quit until its over.I swear you won't regret it.I have a boy on probation for like 6 months and he said fuck it i'm not fucking it up i'm just ganna quit.So hes doing good right now he gets off in about 2 weeks.Now my other friend on the other hand is now in rehab/juvy for 6 months to a year for failing all his piss tests.

Yeah, I've already quit. I had the opportunity to try White Widow for the first time tonight, FREE, but I passed it up because I told them I'm done until I'm off probation. More than anything right now, even more than getting back with my ex, I want to get off probation. So, yeah, I am done until I'm off. Its only a month, and I've had some pretty big fucking breaks. I mean, five months on probation, and I've smoked all five months without much harm to me. ::knocks on wood:: I mean, 16 hours community service ain't nothin.

yeah its not hard to quit smoking pot, i did as soon as i got in trouble, ive been clean for 2 months, its seriously not hard, u should have saved urself the trouble and stopped wen u were put on probation