Panis

well, last week I passed out, stoned like a motherfucker, with my weed out in the open. My mom, to say the least got pissed- my weed, pipe, and lighter are now gone. Yes, if you remember, I was caught a week before that, as well.
Now, everything is gone and I'm not getting allowance money (which I used to get weed) anymore.
I'm finding it ironic that I'm getting "clean" so I can pass the drug test at the job I want to get (safeway, motherfucker) just so I can get the money to get "dirty".
I'm getting clean to get dirty.
The irony.
Well, it's been one week since I last smoked my share of weed and I miss it dearly.

you could always get dirty to get dirty!

like selling drugs, so you can buy drugs.
or you could always be a prostitute.

no really, that sucks. but luckily when it happened to me (it's been several years since then) i had lots of friends that smoked pot too. i didn't have to worry about spending much money on it in the first place... or stashing it in my house. BUT, it IS your fault if you were irresponsible enough to leave it out in the open.

before i found out my mom was cool with it i was paranoid as shit whenever i would get stoned and come home, first thing i would do was to hide it, no i just leave whatever wherever. i like it

Yeah, I was considering that for a while (getting dirty to get dirty), but then I realised that there'd be way to much explaining neccesary if my parents found 100 pounds of weed stashed in my closet with little notepads showing their prices. I tried making a business out of selling video and computer games but apparently, everyone has every single video game ever invented ever.
As for the ability to get weed-all my friends smoke it but apparently none of them have it..the bastards. I only know one person who sells and I don't want to take the risk of searching for other people.
And, believe, I'm well aware of (and I regret) how irresponsible I was.