shits changed...

a while ago my life was good, but lately its honestly been pretty shitty. its all falling apart, my school, my family, my money and almost all my relationships. seems like the only time i can feel good is when i got that yayo in my brain and numbin up my system. i got pretty high today and just sat thinkin into my life and ive pretty much lost it all, but im happy and not happy. it seems like when im myself like my family tells me to be im so happy, but then they are pissed, but when im pissed and unhappy and just stay home all day they are happy. they never like me going places and shit

lifes but pretty terrible and im def. losing my relationship with all my family. its pretty awful but ive just been tryin to keep my mind off it. lately all ive wanted is yay, i havent really wanted to smoke. im thinkin to move out, mayb leave school i dunno, i just really need to enjoy myself for who i am and its real hard doin it in my house rite now..

Get off the coke. Do it. Stick to green. Nothing is worse than a coke addiction, losing all your relationships, fucking your life over. It's not worth it dude. If you really need to, get some help. That's all I can say.

Man....I am in the same situation as you man.....just replace school with job and we are one in the same. It's tough man.....it really is. I have no one to blame but myself though.

first off..its so easy to turn all this around...im not going to be your mom and say hey look how bad it is to you...but i saw it happen to all my friends...u can get off that shit...you gotta find something that u enjoy more than doing it...ex: girls, smoke. Your paertns dont want you going anywehre bc they know what you are up to.
You will never have any type of realtionship with anyone if yay is always on your mind..u gotta look at your life before u did it and now..and see what kind of shit changed...and dont back of the coke use with well they hated me before cause most of the time its not true

doin drrugs is great as long as u dont let them control u.
im not tryin to tell u wat to do but my opinyon is that u should insted of buyin coke, buy A LOT of weed. sit back, mello out and enjoy it.