I just want to thank everyone on here for everything they have done. I had like an "anti epiphany" and everything is looking down right now. Growing and planning out my second grow is the only thing keeping me sane right now. I finally realized what I want to go to college for. Again, Thank You all. Without you guys I'd most likely have killed myself by now.
e·piph·a·ny
a. A sudden manifestation of the essence or meaning of something.