Todays just one of those days..

Todays one of them days
i Dont know why i feel this way
nothing seems to get me up
and i really dont give a fuck
Todays one of those days

emotions taken over and im stressed to the max
All this anger and uncertainany got me ready to crack
I take a step forward and get pushed two right back
I didnt ask to be put in this perdicament
Jesus Christ wheres the percocet
I need something to dull the pain
or maybe a gun,its all the same
Do i really wanna die today, its hard to say
cuzz this is my life, and one of them days
All my life i strived for the best
whos gonna remember me when im laid to rest
Family and close friends aside
who give a shit if i live or die
I want to be remembered when i say goodbye
depression has set in,deep in my dome
unthinkable thoughts cloud what i know
its the demon inside me that drive me insane
all of the heartache all of the pain
these are my ghosts that reep what they sow
uncontrolled anger got me ready to blow
my head gets cloudy and death closes in
If there is a God will he take my sins
Will i go to see my boyz past those pearly gates
or will i spend an eternity in fire and hate
to many questions i have to ask
but theres no answers in reach of my grasp
i feel all alone and out on my ass
But this is what happens on one of those days

Hey man smoke a joint and don't worry about it.

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Originally Posted by Stedric

Hey man smoke a joint and don't worry about it.

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Thankx.. just one of them days...

that's a very impressive piece of literature...don't be down, soon enough the day will be past and the future will be present, keep your head up.

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Originally Posted by Ganj

that's a very impressive piece of literature...don't be down, soon enough the day will be past and the future will be present, keep your head up.

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Ya i wrote this back after i was release from Jail.. i was just having a bad day and ran across it in one of the folders here on my pc..
Thanks

That was really great writing!

I use to be able to write like that, but not anymore, seems since I've been out of teenage depression years and am happy, I can't write shit.

You should share more if you have them.

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Originally Posted by MrsDarkIdol

That was really great writing!

I use to be able to write like that, but not anymore, seems since I've been out of teenage depression years and am happy, I can't write shit.

You should share more if you have them.

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Thanks, i seem to only be able to write shit when im really depressed and shit, i guess i get into my darkness and go with it..

theres a guy called kano hu has a song basically the same... search it

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Originally Posted by somebody someone

theres a guy called kano hu has a song basically the same... search it

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Cool shit, same kinda mind frame in the writing?
Ya i will get down and get fucked up and then just type a bunch of shit down, then when i can decipher what i wrote, ill put it into some sort of understandable text..like i did with the one above..