What the heck should I do I feel SOOO bad....

Okay this is gonna take a while to explain and I'm pretty fucking hungover so it might not make all that much sense we'll see:

Okay so I'm going out with Mindy and me and her are kinda havein relationship probs and stuff like for ex. she wont do anything for me even after I finger her for like ten min and she will try and give me the shittiest handjob in the world in return even though I know when I finger her I'm damn good at it. So anyways shes moving to another city for college and she a year older than me so im still in highschool. Well her best friend is name is Amber (these are fake names BTW for protection) and anyways Amber is the same age as me just a tiny bit younger and shes going out with a guy whos like 7 years older than her (but it really works out because shes mature for her age and he is immature) and well I'm really attracted to Amber, I really think I'm in love with Amber, I mean me and Amber have known each other since about 3rd grade and I've liked her pretty much ever since. Well she recently came out and told me that she still had feelings for me (she said she USED to like me when I started going out with Misty) but so we've been alone alot lately and talking and we agreed that if our current relationships don't work out then we're gonna hook up DEFINATLY. Now alot of people would call me crazy for liking Amber over Misty but my current g/f (misty) isn't all that deep shes a ditz and has alot of bad personality problems...well Amber is probably not as attractive as Misty (to some people she may be unattractive but to me she is strikingly beautiful).

But me and Amber have so much in common:

1. We're the same age
2. We're both inexperianced
3. We've known each other for a long time
4. we're both more of the intellectual type
5. we're both not that popular (well shes more popular than me)
6. we agree on ALOT more things and me and my g/f agree on

So the bottom line is that I feel really bad because:

1. Shes my girlfriend's best friend
2. Both me and Amber are in a relationship
3. Amber is willing to break up with her boyfriend just for me
4. My g/f and her b/f would go together really well (my g/f's a nympho and so is her b/f)

So how can I handle this very volatile situation? I want to end up with Amber but I think misty is in love with me and i used to be but not anymore. And its the same thing with Amber and her b/f

:confused:

Also I am not going to cheat on my g/f and i dont want to make Amber cheat on her b/f because we're kinda friends.

If you're into movie endings, you and amber could hook your significant others up sneakily and then when they get together you two could get together and everyone would be happy.

UPDATE:tried it and it didnt really work too bad we're just gonna break up with our curr relationships and then go for eachother i spent all morning at her house today just talkin and holdin eachother.

hey man
Let ur girl go . It's not fair to either of you if u keep up a pretence, you gotta do what makes u and amber happy, (plus u can learn from eachother a feel comfortable doing so)