F*** all.

The American Dream? Bullshit from the Menace. Hope? Fuck that. I don't believe in anything related to that worthless evasion of reality. I prefer to consume drugs to evade reality. Seems like everytime something goes right in my life, something fucks it up. I never did care about life, but certain events during the last few months have firmly backed those perceptions. I haven't given two fucks about life for seven years, and the way I look at it, every day I live is one less on this shitty situation. Later.

PS: There is no hope in life, only drugs to get away from the never ending bullshit.

pothead is the american dream. pothead with money and bitches. well its my dream anyway. :cool:

As a Buddhist, all i can say is let go of material and physical stimulous as a dependence on happiness. happiness is from within. it's not in the American dream, the fancy new cloths, your bran new xbox and games, in brainwashing, propoganda hype, or any of that nonsense. live pure, let go of hatred, see reality for what it is. As the Buddha said, and I agree with, evil is the product of ignorance, greed, and ego.

btw, do you by chance feel like sharing what's eating at you?

Just a bunch of shit that never seems to stop happening. I lost my dad on 24 April 2005, someone who I'd been helping survive since I was eleven years old, and I'm 19 now, so that's eight years of helping someone, and it pretty much deadened up a lot inside me. Other things that piss me off include lack of a job, losing a job last night, the job was construction, and the guy I was working for felt I wasn't big enough to do it, got paid anyway, we all know where the money is going: Either on weed, Methadone, or OxyContin.

"Reality is for people who can't handle drugs" â?? a T-shirt of mine

This is true. I find that when I'm fucked up on something, I can cope with reality better. Being straight is a new and strange experience for me.

well, eating tons of pills probably isn't going to help.... probably going to land yourself in a 12 step program.... that won't be any fun now will it.... doing pills to get rid of depression only digs your hole deeper.

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Originally Posted by drsonoma

The American Dream? Bullshit from the Menace. Hope? Fuck that. I don't believe in anything related to that worthless evasion of reality. I prefer to consume drugs to evade reality. Seems like everytime something goes right in my life, something fucks it up. I never did care about life, but certain events during the last few months have firmly backed those perceptions. I haven't given two fucks about life for seven years, and the way I look at it, every day I live is one less on this shitty situation. Later.

PS: There is no hope in life, only drugs to get away from the never ending bullshit.

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one word that will cure you: prozac

stop whining you little beeyatch

You don't know what you're talking about. I don't think you know what you're talking about. Ever watch someone crying in pain, and having a massive heart attack? I doubt it. I find your posting incredibly offensive. How much lower can you sink?