ok, ever since i broke up with my girl, i have been a bit depressed. so i moved to cape cod, to clear my head, and make some new freinds. so here i sit night after night. still no freinds and i have this feeling of no self worth.i do try to make freinds and after a hard days work, i still hang with the crew for a few. then this morning, they were playing a song that my ex used to listen to. i thought i was over her completly, i got so sad. i'm not Mr tough guy by any means, and the whole thing realy fucking hurt. what the fuck.