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i'm really depressed :-( / i'm a asshole

ok, well i was "dedicated" to working out for football, but i have discovered i don't like football much

well it all started when i went to england for 2 weeks to visit my grandma, and i missed 2 weeks of football training.

I came in last monday to start the training late, and well i've never played football in my life. I can barely get through the drills because i'm very overweight ( well not VERY , but yeah i'm very chubby )... and whenever i want to play, the coaches won't let me play in the drill/ games... because i dont know what i'm doing because i missed for the first 2 weeks and i'm fat.

Well, i've decided not to go even though i've only gone 3 times. I didn't go last friday, or today. I feel like a loser. My mom told me just to go through with the sport because if i quit, then i'm a quitter. My response too this was " well mom, screw you, all you do is waste our familys money on stupid stuff like weight loss surgery "

Wow, IM AN ASSHole

i don't know if i should do football, because i don't really enjoy it much. Also, i need motivation to continue working out etc.

I feel like when i go to football, all i do is get criticized. I don't know if i can keep doing football all year long... i mean, if i want too...

All my friends are doing football though, so it's really hard to quit. I'm afraid that if i quit... they'll frown down upon me for quitting.

well bye.

any ideas on what to do?
any experiences for people like this, how it turn out?

Listen man ....im a really really athletic person im one of the people that i really good at everything yeah you know but im good at football i just cant stand it at all....so i dont play it all my friends do but i dont givva shit im not going to waste my time on something i dont enjoy

yeah dude
i just don't want to let my mom down
she always wants oppurtunitys for her children, and wants to keep me drug free etc.
i've pretty much quit weed... just drugs right now
i figure once i get out on my own, everything will be fine and i'll toke up again

i want to make my parents happy...
football is a big dedication, and even though it's only training... i have somewhat of a feel of it

You cannot make anyone else happy until you make yourself happy.

It takes effort to los weight/become fit no one sat on there ass all day smoking weed/and eating ding dongs when they got fit.Do you think when they first started they liked it?Or they did it all the time...no it took them motivtion and probably a lot of critism...

I'm sure your coah or whatever doesn't think your worthless and can't do anythin because you fat/unfit.He is just showing a bit critism to help you out.

Personally I think negativity is one of the best inspirations for me. I love it when I start putting on weight how everyone notices,and says your fat.I just smile,and remember...Don't eat that twinkie!!

You can do it. Have some faith inyourself.

damn whatever happend to a faithful stoner:)

Hey Oz. I think I remember you posting about going to see your grandma in England! I hope you enjoyed yourself.

Some people work better with someone riding on them (criticizing) about getting fit and others work better when there is a lot of love and support. It's okay to want to please your parents but I really think that you should choose how you want to get fit and choose something that you will be rewarded for or make you feel empowered. Find something you can take up and then tell your parents you want to do that instead of play football and then stick with it. I think they'll be proud of you however way you decide to get fit.

Good luck and keep your head high :).

Oh and I don't think you're an asshole for what you said to your mom. Obviously, you said it out of anger and maybe even pain. Talk with her though. Let her know you didn't mean for it to come out the way it did...

well the only other intrest i have is music.
hmmm
music

maybe i'll just finish the training ( only 7 days left... not too hard ) and then i just won't do football.

I like the idea of getting fit on my own...

i like the idea of hanging with my friends after school and maybe joining a band instead of doing football practice afterschool and not getting good grades ( lol alot of football players i know don't get great grades... )

hah well
i feel bad for her
because she got weight loss surgery and she has lost weight, i just want her to lose weight. I'm trying to make her feel bad because i care. I've been seeing her eat some bad food lately, and i think she'll get used to the surgery and go back to her habits. I really want to see her be happy and thinner.

Oh yeah, that girls ass in your icon is very nice :-)