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Damn, tonight I had a little bit of cough syrup (about 3 little cupfuls), and I didn't get fucked up, or trip or anything, but I DID do a lot of walking around my neighborhood and had an EPIPHANY. I decided right then and there to quit worrying and talk to the girl I really like...BAM, we're going out. I decided to quit letting my family get me down, 'cause I'm moving out in like 2 years, and I'm not going to end up like then.
Anyone else had a self-realization trip like this?
No, but for some reason when on dxm(havent done in a while) I also say shit I wouldn't ussually when straight to girls and shit. I use to take it at school and I would talk to chicks and tell them they had huge tits an shit in the middle of conversations. It was just out of the blue. They never really got affended, but it was some funny shit.
-peace
I don't like dxm in the larger doses, like the most ive done is 350mg. I dont know i just like a light trip better then a full-out, out of body shit lol.
When I'm stoned...I think fuck the world, but when i'm not..I think why the fuck am I in this world?....
I think thats self realization...don't you?
I think that has to do more with realizeing that you and the world are different things.
me thinks self realization would be more along the lines of "where am i standing now" or "My brain controls my thoughts and actions, so me typeing this was allready planned by my mind, and now that action is being executed."
what?.. I just confused myself :(
I definately love to trip balls too, but this was all that was available to me at the time and I was pleased with the results. :)