Dried Poppies Anyone?

Does anyone in here grow poppies and use them for tea. I'm in a bit of a predicament. I'm currently on methadone but it's being issued by my nazi mother. The problem is that she's very sick and she refuses to give me the code to the safe in which the methadone is kept. She seems to think i'm going to steal it even though i use it for pain. I had a doctor who prescribed it to me for a while but we found it was easier for me to just go on hers so now i'm stuck on her shit and she's controlling me with an iron fist. She wont give me the code so now if she dies. I'm fucked and i'll go through a month or two of withdrawal. If i was on oxycodone or something i would just take it like a man when she dies and i would withdraw until i saw a doctor but you have to wait 3 months to see a doctor in Canada due to shitty fucking healthcare. Anyways, if someone grows papaver somniferum and would help me out by sending some dried pods i'd be really happy. When she passes and i run out i'll be very thankful. Oh i forgot to mention I have lupus erythmatosus and idiopathic thrombocytopenic purpura as well as soem other problem and thats why i'm taking it. My email is [email protected] if you would like to help and i could trade you some of my newly bred MJ seeds in the fall if you are willing to wait.