seedling?

O.K. this really weirds me out, I had 3 seedlings that i plantedin miniature cups as to wait for their arrival into this world.Cause I got such a brown thumb I am tryin to keep a constant plant goin in case another fails. Anywho, the seedlings in the cups vanished. I posted on another site but nobody seems to help ease my mania. Is it possible they just dried up? No one knows about the grow , some of my fellow smokers have heard me say i would like to grow but quite frankly no one would mess with a seedling when there are two stems striving to get to vegie growth, get my drift? On top of that I am practically in the sticks where my fence is constantly locked. Paranoia paranoia will destroy ya and by golly i feel a lil ripple in the sanity dept,=. Any words of encouragement would greatly apreciated, hence I just want to get my babies to their final stages. :confused: