it seems to be of tradition for the members of the cannibis.com msg boards to post first trips. so heres mine : )
it was saterday and i had met a new girl (we will call her DUDER) at our local skatepark and had been hanging out with her the past week. we had smoked alot of decent bud and had quite a few stoner adventures but i'll get to the good part, though we had alot of good times and new experiences within the week. but this takes the cake.....we hurd her brother was comming to town a few dayz before and he had just got in town that saterday morning so we went to see him sence he was in town for only a night. duder had a very shitty friday the 13th and today wasent looking to mutch better for her. but we tryed to make the best of it while visiting. her brother and his friends had bought quite a bit of coke and were making good use of it. they offerd and me and duder some but i'm not into synthetic drugs (alchohol, caffine, coke..whatever) so i did none. duder dived in nose first. (none of them are stuck on anything just so u know its a once in awhile thing.) so we hungout most of they day smoking bud and making little trips here and there till about 9. turns out her brother is pritty cool and grows his own shrooms and offerd me an 1/8th for free. so i say sure and tell him thanx i'll do them sometime soon. little did i realize how soon. i would normaly of held off until i was sure i had a good place and time sence i dident know what to expect. but i was stoned and they wanted a good laugh and thought it would be safer if i did it there with her brother who has expierence with it so i wouldent have a bad trip, so i said fuck it cuz i was stoned anyway. we split the 1/8th between me and duder. after about 10 minutes on an emty stomach i started to feel them. after about a half hour after consumtion her bro and friends decide to go to the fucking bar. so me and duder are like, fuck. she dident want to go and i'm 16.
so we go to her house. on the ride there we were listening to this techno music her bro always listens to while he trips. it felt like i was riding in a fucking space ship with all the lights zipping by and the stars overhead.
we eventualy made it to the house and on the way in all the shadows in the night were twisting and bending slightly. i felt as if some of the dark was good and some was bad and was either calming or scary. we had to walk through some "bad dark" to get to her door. when i did i looked behind me and saw a shadow man stalking close behind. needless to say it freaked me out alittle but made it inside before it got to close. then duder was told me to sit on the couch while she got some stuff. when she started to leave the room i got realy scared and felt alone and had to go with her (yeah, i'm a sissy). we got a strobe light and set it up in the liveing room turning out all the lights and blaring the spaceship techno music. soon as we did this a calming darkness filled the room. so we danced. everything had so mutch texture and felt so vibrant. so about a half hour af that (time flew by) her other younger brother came home with his cross eyed girlfriend from prom all jibed up with plenty leftover. so duder had the idea to spy on them when they went in her brothers room to see if they were going to smoke it. (she told them to snort it kuz it could crystalize your lungs and kill you). tuns out they were and duders trip went from good to bad real quick. she just started feeling realy sad and bad about the past few dayz and everything that happened plus i'm sure blow and shrooms mixed dident help mutch either. so we watch them do a few hot rails and listen to duder tell them how shitty meth is. during this conversation i started to freak out alittle cuz there was so mutch smoke from the jib in that little room, thinking i was breathing it and was going to die. so we got out of there kind of quick when i mentioned that. as we were leaving i noticed everybodys eyes. (especialy her bros g/f eyes haha shes a bitch and a half to duder) they were so strange, it felt like the two doing the meth had no personalitys or somthing. but when i looked into duders and mine i understood the phraze "eyes are windows into the soul". it felt like we were "real people" and saw past all the filters society puts over our eyes. i also felt like a zombie and duder did to. it was wierd. so we put our hoods up and got these real smug looks on our faces. but then her bad trip went worse and she was shitty and very depressed the rest of the night. so we chiled in her living room with darness and techno. twaz good. then i looked up at her and her face turned into the exoecist girls face and from the neck down she looked like the girl from the ring. needless to say i almost shit my pants so i tackled her with a hug and she went back to normal. then a laughed about it. than danced some more for duders entertainment. things almost went shitty when i looked in the mirror (NEVER LOOK IN THE MIRROR WHILE TRIPPIN BALLS) it lookes as if i was looking at myself through another diension through a window. kinda scared me then it was cool. duder has see the skin melt off her face. then i layed down and slept at 4am then looked at the clock one last time as i drifted off and it looked like the digital numbers were floating in mid air.
the day after was good to. everything was bright and when i steped outside i got a strong rush of appriciation for the earth and the little things that make up our lives. then i got a ride home. after i got home and stepped in the house i felt realy alone and lifeless. i saw my life in a whole nother perspective. i wanted to get out into the world to love and be loved. to enjoy my tiny little blip of existence to its full extent. i know i already knew this but it was magnified and felt confermed. I HIGHLY RECOMEND SHROOMs. they realy can show you new perspective, feelings, and thoughts.
