My husband just had a 2nd seizure in 10 days.........

I'm about to loss it, I just want to scream, but I can't b/c everyone in my house it asleep. As some of you know my husband is diabetic and low blood sugar causes seizures. It's not pretty to say the least. It kills me to see him like that, and there not a damn thing I can do about it. I cry, what else do I have? I know why it's happening b/c my husband smokes just like me but b/c I'm trying to get a job we haven't been smoking. Well, he comes home and has a beer instead, and this is what happens. DAMN IT! I wish they would make it legal. He can drink beer and have a seizure, but he if smoke pot he doesn't have them, at least not do to the drug, but alcohol has sugar in it and fucks with his system, go figure. :rolleyes:

I'm so frickin tired but there is no way I could go back to sleep. I didn't go to bed until 3am and my husband woke me up having the seizure at 5:15am. :(
He is back to sleep and that is OK with me, he needs his rest, I just know I'm too worried about him to join him, so here I am. Maybe the boards can keep me going. Go figure I've been trying to give up coffee too!!! I think I might have to make a bee line too the store and get me some Foldgers.

I realize there is nothing anyone can do for me, or him for that matter. I can only keep praying that the stem-cell reasearch they are doing will cure him some day. Until, this is our furture. :(

Thanks for letting me vent, talk, whatever you want to call it. Mostly just cry......It's just hard, and I'm having a tuff time dealing with it this morning. My husband is of course greatfull, but I hate to let him know what it really does to me, b/c he can't help it. It's just not his fault, it's not anyones fault. It's genetics. I know. I'm going to stop rambeling now, b/c I'm only making it worse for myself by writing about it. I think I'll just read some threads and maybe that will help. Again, thanks for letting me get this off my chest.

all jokes aside, McCauley Caulkin wishes the best for your husband and you.

Thank you, Mcauley

Howdy Smokin2,

Well maam,we hear your pain and suffering..I will pray for you and your husband,I know all about siezures..and like ya say..they ain't pretty and they're pretty scarey too. The son of a close friend,is an epilectic,and he comes to stay with with my gal and I,once a month,and we have to constantly be on guard..he had a gran mal siezure just last month,and I had to have em carried out on a stretcher. I'm rootin for y'all..and I'll keep ya in my prayers.:)

Have a good one....

Good Luck.......

Smokin2 that must be just about the saddest thing, to see what's happening and have so little control. I can't help you in any way other than to say I'm thinking about you and wishing you well. Try to stay positive and vent all ya want (everyone else does :) ).
My email is [email protected], shout me up anytime you need a chat.

Lulu xx

Sounds like your trying to stay clean for drug tests right? Or is just to be totally clear headed for job searching??

Yeah it figures...beer is legal and weed aint.. I wrote a thread about it one time but nobody seems to care...

I bought the Urinator from Cleartest.com so I can do urine substitution on these stupid piss tests....

Ive done it before and it works...a little testing and preparation BUT IT WORKS

This way you both can keep smokin and still pass urine tests....


Another thing, next time we have a presidential election, lets not elect right wing morons who want to moralize all of us for oour own good.... :D

I wish I knew what to say, honestly all I can do is wish you all the best life has and offer a prayer for you. I do understand how hard it can be to see someone you love suffer. I hope life does nothing but, improve for you. All my best to you both, Kuu

hey smokin2. i don't want to drown you with personal problems so i will say this...watch you're doing is beyond the "marital call of duty" and i commend you for it. makes you really think of those words, "for better or worse". keep doing watch your doing realize that you also need some time for YOU!!! if you want to vent some more and no ones around e-mail me @ [email protected]. i will be more than happy to cheer you along in you and your husband's fight.

sending prayers as i type,
looseeends

If you have more to vent, just say it smokin2, we'll listen. Keep your chin up.