Help picking a strain

So, most of my ailments are actually mental defects. I do have a constant pain and chronic nausea, but for the most part, I can deal with pain. I've dealt with it most of my life, and all of my adult life.

I'm diagnosed as paranoid-type schizophrenic, PTSD, major depression, anxiety disorders, social phobias, insomnia, and anti-social personality disorder.

The chronic pain I experience is in my arms, chest, and back [when I was younger, I flipped a snowmobile and it landed on top of me and ground me in to the ice. Paramedics were involved]. The sheer number of pharmaceuticals I take [at one point, 28 a day] gives me chronic nausea in the morning which manifests itself as dry heaving, and sometimes losing my breakfast.

I have what can be best described as 'Nam style flashbacks to various points in my life, and I get lost in these thoughts until I convulse quite literally. I've already had a series of seizures due to the industrial strength dosages I've been given.

Due to a side-effect from a brand-name antidepressant, I have a chronic and persistent tic that manifests itself as me losing control of my motor functions for a moment. I spasm, and twitch, and people give me funny looks when I nearly seize in front of them at restaurants.

I'm smoking enough pot now, though, that I've been able to cut my Big Pharma bill down to ten pills a day.

How can I get rid of the other ten? They're mostly anti-psychotics, addictive sleep aids, anti-depressants, and as-needed anti-anxiety pills.

What strain, or more likely strains, will help me with my ailments? I can grow up to 3 autoflowers, or one big plant, at a time. Anything will help. I'm so tired of needing pills for everything.

Hell, who am I kidding? I'm tired of waking up in pain, and not being able to sleep -because- of the pain.

heres a list for ya ta read,medical strains

Thanks for the list, mate. Looks like I'm gonna have to go order some Strawberry Cough feminized from BC Bud Depot. I was getting freaked out on the list that there was nothing for PTSD. So glad there's one on the list; White Widow. I wonder how they found out all this cool information? Did they just get a bunch of disabled people and have them smoke to see what worked, or is this all peoples personal "Well, you know, -this- strain really worked for me for -this- ailment unlike any strain I've tried before!" kind of stuff?

Have you tried the White Widow? How did it work? It is possible the pain is causing the nausea! And pot is the answer.
Indica's are better for sleep at night, may use to avoid problem sleeping. Anti-depressants cause you to sleep and in most case's are also a 'nerve relaxant' for pain control, often, they help for a limited amount of time and then not effective and your Dr. will keep increasing the dose. In my case, I slowly stopped taking them and substituted with Indica at night and more of a sativa in the A.M. for the depression:
Indica strains are better for anti-anxiety: You can't just stop taking the pills, even though they sound ineffective. Just replace them with something that works for you. anti-psychotics: anyone's guess. But, I would suggest you consider different strains for different things during the day. Just my thoughts.
You may consider a few different plants and try several before growin too many. I sampled a lot and found a few I particularly like. But, the results are usually individual. Some types are simply better than others and preferred.

Are you using White Widow now? pr

just curious, i read somewhere that weed is really bad for schitzo people. Does it help? Or does it make it worse? Because I smoke for my asthma, witch sounds kind of contradictory except it dilates your bronchi, and when I do ice bong hits, its almost like using an inhaler. So i know weed often helps things that common sense says it shouldn't.
I like train wreck for anxiety, it's just really quite pleasant.

Most strains bred for the outdoors usually finish around the time you are looking in to. Some of those that you listed aren't really meant to be outdoor plants. For help get legal medical marijuana card from licensed doctors.