I'n in Ottawa was just granted my License,,

I just got the call Monday that I was accepted for a MMAR License with Health Canada,,,I have esophageal cancer and I need my weed for my appetite,,March 2010 when all this started I weighed 215lbs and now 1 year + later I only weigh 140lbs,,,I'm seeing 4 doctors in the Ottawa area,,chemo oncologist,radiation oncologist,,my surgeaon and my family doctor all had a hard time signing my forms,,go figure,,they all agree that marijuana is helping me with pain management and eating but do not want to be held responsible if anything bad would happen,,like what?
So after checking the wide World of Web I found a site that helped me with aquiring my license,,Marijuana Canada – Medical Marijuana Canada, Cards, License – Medical Marijuana Cure
From the time i sent my forms (downloaded from their website} in to them it took 3 months to get approved,,they had their own doctor Skype me to ask me questions like why I need it? What is my medical condition? How I use it? Where I get it? The whole thing took 10 minutes, after their questions were answered the Doctor said that all questions were answered and it would take about a month to process everything to Health Canada. 10 days later I got the word I was approved.
There is a hidden charge for the Doctor's consultation and report, 500 bucks, but you can get away without paying it if you agree to buy your medical pot from their own growers,,or pay the 500 bucks and designate yourself or someone else to grow it for you. I was approved for 5 gr a day, 150 grs monthly and can grow 25 plants,,
I am not trying to figure out what to do,,Should I grow it myself,,find someone else to do it for me but I hate to get a complete stranger to do this for fear they would maybe try and fool the system by profiting from it and jeapordize my newly aquired license..If there is someone in the Ottawa area who has growing experience and is stright honest with me then maybe we could work something out,,,leave post