still need help ..but thank u for the compassion

i just want to thank you guys ...i still havent found a doctor ..or caregiver..but i m deeply moved by the reponses..and im staying optimistic that someone will take me under their wing and spare me all the discomfort i deal with ..but for now ..im just deeply moved ..that some of you guys took the time to reply..it feels like yall actually care ...and makes me feel like i have a voice..thank you all ..its helping me keep my sanity ..in these trying times ..my doctor treated me like an immature junky..when i told him marijuana ..takes the edge off..and that his percs where making me sick. they all buy-in to the media lies about the plant ...i would like to eventually see if i can get back on the football team ..n later play overseas but my recovery has been very hard ..because i struggle with there meds (percs) and cant get back to training ... im now 24 and feel time is ticking ..14month after my accident ..and i still havent got my life back ...but this forum ..has showed me compassion ..and i thank u all.. JB, and all others that supported me ..