Still waiting for Idaho

Hello all!

Been wanting to join this forum for quite awhile, just decided to jump in. I am a seriously ill colitis patient waiting on Idaho to get their stuff together and allow us to medicate ourselves if need be.

I will update my profile later with all my medical history and what not but to make it short, I am literally dying from this disease! I have Spastic Colon, been diagnosed with colitis, IBS, IBD, Crohn's, Alopecia Areata, Carpal Tunnel Syndrome, Eczema, Severe Depression, High Blood Pressure, Chronic Pain, Insomnia, Acid Reflux, and the list just goes on. I'm not looking for sympathy, I can get by on my own just fine. I have tried the legal buds they advertise on this site with not one ounce of luck of them doing anything for me medicinally. I have smoked and found it to be literally a life saver, but as you all know, there is no MM laws in my state, so for fear of being busted I have quit and am very malnutrition, dehydrated most the time and in so much pain that I would rather just die and leave this world. I am a father of 2 awesome kids, so that is not an option for me!

I joined to maybe see if there are others in my shoes ... ? Yes I have tried all the treatments, been poked and tested beyond what any normal human should, tried diets, been to all the sites for advise, been to countless doctors and nutritionists with NO RELIEF! Just wondering how people get through this life with all this and maybe live a little instead of spending your entire life either on the can or in the fetal position in agonizing pain in bed? When there is something out there that can give you some quality of life, but you can't use it for fear of life in prison ... what's the next step? Thats were I am right now and I really do need some help I am afraid.

Any and all advise is ALWAYS MUCH APPRECIATED!!! Thanks!