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Hi,,
New here and just wanted to say hello. I just received my card from New Mexico's MCP (medical cannabis program) a couple weeks ago.
Don't know what to say other then this program is very frustrating. I wrote to all the producers on the list to get some meds or to try and figure out where to go? and nothing, almost a month now. It is like having an asthma attack with only a pic of an inhaler:)
I didnā??t realize how bad the problem here in New Mexico was until I actually had the card in hand.
This is my story in very short.
I was employed in the heating and cooling Industry for 15 years, (refrigeration tech ) most of that industrial refrigeration ie coal mines gas processing plants ect.... I was exposed to a lot of asbestos and other chemicals in that time I was also exposed to a pretty nasty defoliant/ herbicide in my early 20's ( I am 40 now) A couple of times I had to handle an unknown (too me) herbicide/ defoliant under the knowledge I was not in any danger.. I was just a young man doing my job. Was also what you might call a adrenaline junky for many years and sustained many accidents . I have worked hard my whole life and played even harder. Peace all and I hope this program mkes it to the point where "all" can live without suffering.
non-epileptic, seizure disorder---( daily) early post-traumatic epilepsy. related to massive head trauma.
hereditary epilepsy--- "petit mal" this is daily. My life is consumed with this
Excelled degenerative disc and joint diseases as well as two major accidents that broke my back and neck..--- surgery at c-5 to c-7 hardware in place. Entire L spine is herniated and in need of surgery. Many spine problems.
Low lying cerebral tonsil-- Neurologist knows more about this then I.
Reconstructive surgery on my right hand, wrist--- fell off a roof 30' + landed on a ladder
Fractured my neck c-5 thru c-7completly severed all but 2 fingers on r hand. they were able to reattach them. looks good. Don't work real good but looks good:)
Chronic asthma,, bronchitis,,--- I have 52% function left in my lungs. This has gone from 96% 5 years ago to 52% this year. stopped smoking 4 years ago:) Bronchial tubes are leathered and will not heal nor can be repaired. This is Thought to be the entry for whatever is screwing me up.
Allergic reactions to many forms of opiates---Trying to figure out what would work for pain almost killed me in itself. . Physical reactions such as hives, respiratory shutdown ect...
ptsd and anxiety--- Sorry , don't talk about this, but mmj works wonders
These are some of the medications they tried on me................
gabapentin--seizure control
valium-- seizure control
hydromorphon- pain lol very bad reactions
zyprexa- bi-polar disorder, siezures
prednisone-- lungs, occasionaly
cyclobenzapr-- bi-polar anxiety ptsd
xanax--bipolar anxiety ptsd, siezures
hydrcodo--pain lol very bad reactions
percodane-- pain very bad reactions
percoset-- pain very bad reactions
Demerol--injections and pills- can use it but not for long periods
mepergane fortis-- Demerol with fenegrine, I can use it but not for long periods
vicodin-- pain very bad reactions
darvacet-- pain -- very bad reactions
morphine-- very bad reactions to this physically
oxycoton-- very bad reaction physically
methadone-- bad physical reaction
spine injections--lol not fun
Val poric acid.-- Seizures and bi-polar
Klonopin-- siezures
depakote/ er-- siezures
Neurotin-- siezures
Many many others.........................
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I have been here about a month and have met a few people but the site ask we introduce ourselves. Did I post something I should not have?
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Not as far as I can see.
WELCOME.
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I was able to register with grassroots but unable to email?
SWOP is 3 to 4 weeks out in registration with no hope of doing any good for another 2 or 3 weeks after that?
2 more producers are no response and one is not taking new members at all and will not be in the future it say's.
Very frustrating indeed. I am still trying to stay in touch with MPP but health is dragging me bad latley. I havn't been able to sit in front of the brain press for to long or get up and move about latley so ? fuck it.
I am a little angry but settled in the thought things are the way they are.
I ,as a supervisor though, would have never started a project without knowing I would at least have my take off materials. bad planning on behalf of NM, but agian I am just venting. I have lived so long with this pain, seziures that I don't remember what I was really like before it all started? I vaguely remember a healthy hard working father but now? Just pictures to satisfy my longing for a normal life, Ok, I am finished felling sorry for myself..:thumbsup:
Any wisdom from older members with their cards?
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I'm sorry about all that you are going through. Im fairly new myself and frustrated with the producers but hey what can you do? Hang in there. Everything will be ok. :)
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I sometimes forget to be thankful for what I have. New Mexico is my home, It has been my home since I was 9 and Very glad I don't have to move to a state that has a mmj program. Good or bad I am home and that means alot. Time to sit in the hammok and let it all go for awhile. Peace :jointsmile:
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Welcome Noder. Glad to have you on.
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Thank you, Chance
I find myself here more and more latley, reading, browsing topic after topic and just haveing a relaxing time. Alot of smart and very kind people here. thanks again for the :thumbsup: Honored I can be part of it.
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Always find what I am looking for when it comes to the political side of the story at MPP. They stay up to date and are getting more involed with New Mexico. Good news is, it looks like the program is working and will continue:thumbsup:
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