used to be on anxiety/depression/schizo pills(zyprexa , abilify , clomipramine) + 420

im so fucking cross faded now its been like 3 weeks since i been off those pills which i had been on for 2 years... ZYPREXA 15mg ABILIFY 5mg CLOMIPRAMINE 200mg. i used to be a pot lover. smoked everyday for 1 year. then i had a bad shroom trip. Every weed experience after that for soem reason gave me paranoia, anxietys, social anxietys, panic attacks, BAD TRIPS every time i fucking smoke bud.
I quit for 6 months smoking pot and taking those meds everyday... fuck that shit gained like 60 pounds... but anyways>>>
im just so happy now because 2 months ago i missed pot and wanted to experiment with it. Yea i had a bad trip at first but somethign urged me to smoke more, so i smoked another session the next day, and then another session the next... even tho they were like headache anxiety highs i wanted to smoke more to get back to before... and about 3 days after tryign to smoke bud i started to love the feeling... when you are one with the weed and you are stoned as fuck with the giggles and the munchies and u are super talkative and floating and shit and now i smoke about 8 sessions + a day for the past 2 months... got my clinic card for asthma, and the best part is, i ignored my psychiatrist whom i met with every week for about a year. I just slowly weened off the meds . i researched it and zyprexa causes weight gain so i was like fuck that i dont need that shit and stopped abruptly. The abilify i took once every 2 days for a while. the clomip i took everyday still, and i slowly weaned down to abilify once a week and clomip every 2 days, and then now ive been off meds for 3 weeks, still smoking gram after gram after 8th :D 100% like im floating lols...
its really nice to smoke a shitload, drink , and enjoy coffee :)