Hey - NY, NY

Hey, I just moved back to NY. I'm 20 and I live and go to school in Manhattan.
I've struggled a lot with depression over the past year, and it's gotten a little worse since I moved here. I haven't smoked in awhile, but I really really need to soon. Even just a little before bed so I can sleep. I'm looking for stoner friends in the city. Or even dealer friends. I don't want to have to get my stuff on the street again... Did I just write that?
Anyway, I'm kind of shy, but easy going and nice. I've been bored/lonely lately, anyone wanna hang out somewhere? (Or any leads, lol.)