Chemical drugs

I dont know for you folks, but i tried a couple of times a couple of chemical drugs, and i sometimes felt weird, u know talkin about my personnality and my own person. its like if i was watchin myself talkin, and i dunno how to explain this but this is pretty strange. like on shrooms, i felt like if my person was strange, anyway.... doesnt u guys have such starnge experiences? like about your personnality. i stopped those drugs because i fear to have, later in my life, a mental disease u know. my brother as a psychological problem, and my uncle was schysophrenic (omg i killed that word sorry for spelling). i just say to everybody to watch sbout those drugs, because we never know when it can turn bad. id had 2 badtrips, and its pretty hard mentally. sometimes i feel like if i was with someone else, like when i think, etc.... not that bad but just a little bit. anyway now im ok but i just wanna know your comments.

What drugs?
All drugs are chemicals.

In fact, you are just a big bag of chemicals.

i mean drugs like pcp, etc or any fucin drugs im just too stoned thats why i wrote chemical lol

PCP aint shit, ive smoked that so many times they could be my fuckin intials. i thought u were at least talkin about fuckin those drugs that are like CD-2fd, whatever the fuck they are, those weird names of those hallucinogens

2C-I.

Fo' lyfe.

ive been in search for some chemical suppliers to get some chemicals but ive had no luck. anyone know of a good chemical supplier that doesnt sell industrial amounts please lemme know