never in a million years

its been sometime since my accident. since then life has really been a challenge to say the least! every drug known to man and in the end brain surgery!!!
if i would have known about medical marijuana, there would have never been a surgery. back in 97 i was electricuted with a small voltage of 480 volts, after getting up and dusting myself off i knew something was different but was in a daze. woke in a burn unit in salt lake city. i suffer from cluster migrains, lifes not been the same since.
in 2003 i started to mess around with the cannabis plant. never been good at it. the costs are to prohibitive for me. im a state patient and have been for sometime. actually the first three yrs the card cost me 0 dallars now the normal 150.00 a year.
im in a bad place and need a friend or two. i want nothin but encouragement. ya see im about to give it all up! seems alot hopeless and im so tired. i can grow a nice plant, i only get a small amount from each plant and always out, having to pick early or some crap like this. so sorry for my attitude just so tired of failing. everything i do seems to be a failure in one way or another!!!!
this is not going the ay i intended so im out.
be well
68

68,

I too had a life changing occupational injury, luckily everything is still intact.
It took a few years & surgeries to get where I am today.

I got tired of pharma drugs and started using MMJ for pain. Growing is an ever learning process.

What set up are you using? And do you have good genetics?

Hemp,

fox farm soil, eye hortilux bulbs, two rooms
great neuts, can grow hydro but so much work
genetics? they seem to be ok.
thank you for the question!!
be well
68