Lurker; first time poster

In the past few months I've been scouring the boards, trying to learn all I can. Really grateful for all the information here.

I've been suffering from chronic lower back pain for four years, unfortunately in the past six months the pain moved down to my hips; making almost any everyday task unbearable or impossible. Add to that panic attacks, anxiety, depression and migraines and you've got one helluva unpleasant individual.

I take 12 different prescriptions: Vicodin, Norco, Soma and Xanax to name a few. I'm taking too much and the more opiates you take, the more your body adapts to them. I know my body is addicted to these prescriptions, and while I can still show restraint and control it's still a very fine line and I'm scared I might stumble.

I'm only 32 and I just want my life back.

welcome to the boards. you'll find all the info you need to grow your own top quality meds around here.

so get to it already. and get off of those 'scripts.


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I feel your pain, imafooker. I too am hooked on pretty much every barbiturate known to man. When I found weed I was able to stop using my blood pressure meds. And when I get migraines I just puff the magic dragon instead of taking nausea meds and loads of pain killers.