Smoking yourself scared?

ok, so I have a few times smoked enough to where I scared myself and was thinking some off the wall crazy thoughts, like what if Jesus wanted me to die for our people's sins. Or I bit my lip once (as i do in some dreams to show myself I am dreaming) and it felt like it did in my dreams, so I got paranoid thinking what if life is nothing but a dream? lol I like this sometimes because it tells my psyche that i am not alone, and that we are all connected in some way!
I like talking to other people about there white outs or getting smoked out, we you wanna call it. I wanna hear some of your crazy thoughts while high!

Also is this on the line of schizoid?

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Originally Posted by LegalGanjaNow

ok, so I have a few times smoked enough to where I scared myself and was thinking some off the wall crazy thoughts, like what if Jesus wanted me to die for our people's sins. Or I bit my lip once (as i do in some dreams to show myself I am dreaming) and it felt like it did in my dreams, so I got paranoid thinking what if life is nothing but a dream? lol I like this sometimes because it tells my psyche that i am not alone, and that we are all connected in some way!
I like talking to other people about there white outs or getting smoked out, we you wanna call it. I wanna hear some of your crazy thoughts while high!

Also is this on the line of schizoid?

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I wouldent go so far as calling you nuts bud, but I guess my tolerance over the years I can smoke a lot and never really even get that paranoid feeling anymore. Just get high enough so your comfortable, no reason to go smoking that much if you know you cant handle it.

Dang I haven't been that buzzed in years! I once took acid and listened to an astral projection audio trance cd and that shit put me on a new level, but by smoking herb things never get that far out for me, but its nice to know someone is hiding out there looking in on the people inside the box trying to think outside box and trying to make koolaid,,,, yum whoa snarf snarf lol:stoned:

I believe we, as creations of time, matter and space, are all connected too.

And nah, your not schizoid.

Getting your mind into some deep thinking every now and then can be healthy.

But always keep it rational.

Ideas,creativity and questions are considered 'good' thinking patterns, in my opinion.

And labeling things and other people and just thinking about useless nonsense, are the 'bad' thinking patterns.
(example: "that guy/girl is.... that movies is... that food is...")

Try and remove "is" from your words/writing as much as possible, and it could really make you a bit more sane. This concept can be called English Prime. We live in a world/universe of relativity, so nothing can be absolute.


TOKE ON!:jointsmile:

I try never to get really scared but it does sometimes put my mind at a diff level. It is good because afterward once the high is gone I feel much better or renewed in a way.

It all started when I smoked some hash and some high mids with my dad then started to try and astral project or lucid dream w/e you wanna call it, and the things I heard and thought I felt were crazy weird an almost scared myself crazy lol. but the wife helped me out there. I think we can tap into a different dimension if you will as the shamans once believed, and tools to help you achieve these things are those drugs or tools of life as I like to call them. I just been interested in these ideals and trying to practice this astral projection and higher consciousness.

wonder if anyone else shares these kinda ideals or thoughts

I think there for I am. and there's a funny smell in my room.