Stricken by Drought

It's been three months now since my weed connections dried up. One dealer moved away and the other simply disappeared (it's a mystery...). It's pretty sad actually, they were the only people I knew personally in my current location who had anything to do with cannabis (all my townie friends are straightedge types).

Do to my inability to drive a car (eyesight problems) I can't make the rather quick trip to the nearest college-dominated town (Tallahassee) where I could score fairly easily (the straightedgers don't want to help me in fueling my "habit" as they call it so no rides from them). Because of this, I've had to start relying on medications again to help with my rather pronounced depression and insomnia, two conditions handled just fine with cannabis. God I wish I lived in a MMJ state...

I would grow if I could, but unfortunately do to monetary circumstances (which also keep me from returning to school where I know a plethora of providers) I'm currently living with my folks and I think keeping a plant hidden from them (especially as it matures) would be pretty difficult. So I don't know what I'm doing to do.