I don't know where to start!

Hello everyone,

I am trying to figure out how all of this works.

I think I might have found a good reliable doctor, the only one I found reasonably close to me (60 miles) seemed kind of shady-I got a bad feeling and did not go.

Some of the other doctors in the LA/Valley area seem OK-that's a long, long drive for me.

Also, another MM user suggested certain strains that might work well for me because he is sick just like I am, but said on another thread that we aren't allowed to mention this kind of thing? I have been unable to find any of the strains suggested after going through numerous links from the NORML site-And I'm ready to stick my head in the samd and just say screw it. I don't have the energy to go on a "treasure hunt" and I can't be the only person who feels like this.

Can we send each other private messages?

Am I wasting my time here trying to get some advice about where I can go to get medicine that may very well help me?

I'm sick, I need help, and if we aren't allowed to talk about dispensaries, etc. here, then can someone please point me in the right direction?

Thank you.