Lookie me.. I'm pulling a Geo!! I never start more than one thread a day.. lol
Poetic Justice, whatever you wanna call it. I believe and have seen and experienced Karmic retibution.. the law of threefold is real. Whatever energy you put out there, whatever direction you decide to take your life is a concious choice. I think about some of the shit going on in this world, and the truly evil people doing horrible things from killing animals, and people to rape, slavery, corruption, greediness about everything from money to food and Our Mother Earth and all I can do is shake my head, sigh, take another hit and hope for people to wake up and realize what theyre doing to themselves and to the world.
I try, no I believe I am a good person. Sure, Evil Hilder comes out to play from time to time, but she's in her cave most of the time. lol.. I love my aminals, I treat em well, give em lovin, I will help and feed or save a stray if i can, If someone asks me for food, Ill feed em, I give a little to charity, I love the people In my life, and I show it. I try not to do bad things. when im bad, my karma is fast, swift, and usually vey fitting, its funny really..
When I realized that my sexual abuse was wrong, and not in any way my fault, I went through all the stages, depression, anger with a mighty thirst for revenge, and acceptance.. with the depression and anger came heavy substance abuse, carelessness, I didnt give a shit about hurting anyone or anything, myself included.. I was hellbent on remaining angry and plotting some way of getting him back. Then, when I found Marijuana, I realized I was wasting so much energy being angry and destoying myself because of another person unspeakable actions.. I realized that no matter what, karma catches up with everyone. I unfortunately wont be around to see what my step fathers Karmic retribution will be, but knowing my Goddess they way i do, im sure it will be fitting.. No worries here anymore.. just a smokin bowl..
Do you Believe In Karma?
