Afraid of DEPRESSION and ADDICTION!

KK so things havent been going to well with My girl and I. We dated for two years and i left for school so she is in washington and i am in arizona. We broke up a month ago...There is a chance we will get back together later on. This girl is my everything for reals....she relaxed my soul...made me feel "me". I have 3 more months left away from Washington.

NOw that we have broke up... i am afraid i am smoking to just relax my mind. I think it about her from time to time and get sad, but even if i am stressed over something else i want to blaze.....

really i dont know where this thread is going, but i just had to vent... i am lost.

smoking to relieve anxiety isnt a bad thing, you just need to make sure you dont become dependent upon it to the point that you get depressed when your not high

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Originally Posted by 420_24/7

smoking to relieve anxiety isnt a bad thing, you just need to make sure you dont become dependent upon it to the point that you get depressed when your not high

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Yeah... that makes sense. I still have control, I'm only depressed when i start thinking of her. MAYNE! i used to never be like this, i always a stubborn fuck, now i am all SWOONIN. ***LOVE IS CRAZY, RUN RUN RUN RUN FROM IT!!!***

idk man when i thought i was depressed and addicted to it i stopped for about 2 weeks and resumed and my highs were so much more pleasent and sharp. also i kinda realized it will work out in the end. use the time to work out other parts of your life if she was kinda taking your time away from something else.. you know?

I broke up with my girlfriend, of two years, when I left for college. It was over, though. If I were you, I'd keep puffin' and keep on with my life. Ask her to marry you, I don't know.