A Relic - The report of my first high ever

Well... i just found a very important "document"... the report of my first time ever using weed... its an email i sent to one cousin. Luckily i had one copy of it, so, now, years later, i can look back and see how everything started.
Its date is 11 December 2003. I will never forget that day... the day i met Mary for the very first time...
And now, to the letter (translated to english as good as my stoned mind allows... what means, not much :stoned:).


"(...)Today i went to the apartment of a friend of mine. He and his friends smoked one, and i just didnt for dont get smelly. (I dont need to ask for you imagine my father going to get me and i be smelling of pot)
Anyway, for dont waste my visit to my friend (as i had went there only for doing it), i ate a bit of it. So, im under the effects of the oral THC.
I ate at 4pm, [About 4 pm... it could be 4.20... but i think it would be TOO MUCH luck... :D] and now its almost 8pm. Only one hour after it started to work... the body heavy, very relaxed, a bit of goofyness (not much). And now the thing is really working... Im feeling my body verrry heavy, the mind a bit slow. Man, i know thats dangerous to say it, but its very good.
The nice thing about eating it is that the effect is more "diluted", and so i can keep the control. And im very used to the relaxing effect. When i finish doing meditation, im softer than butter under the sun... the body heavvyy, the mind slow, and everything in peace... I can say the effect of the weed in the amount i ate is the same of some 2 hours of meditation. Nothing much great. I dont started giggling at things, nor anything like that.
And another good thing its that it numbs the mind as a whole, including the feelings. When i came here i did read a very dramatic history that a friend sent me, and didnt went moved even a bit. If i were sober, my eyes would fill with tears, i would even shiver, and be with that thing in the throat. But, nothing. I did read, sighed very lightly and nothing else. I think i should be worried about it. I tried it, and liked it. I think its a great risk. I must hope for dont have any other opportunity, or i can have a bad end..."


Well... as i can see, i loved it since the first time... and yes, i had several opportunities later... i even went to live with this friend that introduced me to weed, some months later, and then smoked for the first time... when i went HIGHHH... i smoked too much, and as i was a newbie... well... you can picture it :stoned:
And now, years later, im a stoner, a pothead, and im posting my history in a cannabis forum... how could i imagine that? That day i didnt thought about anything like that... and, sincerely, i dont regret it even for a fraction of second. I think starting to smoke weed was one of the best decisions of my entire life... it only brought me good, until today... If i could imagine, in that day which i ate weed for the 1st time, that some years later i would be what im now, im sure i would have eaten much more!!! :D:stoned::rastasmoke:

I was quite similar yourself when I first discovered cannabis. I was adiment not to become what was deemed as an "addict" and 'like to it much', untill I realized there is no such thing.
I could understand what you wrote fine.
:cool:

Hell yea, the first time was awesome for me. I smoked just a little bit and got blazed...good times.