Messin up the mental stabilizers

The "world" is telling me to stop doing marijuanna and alcholhol cuz its counter-acting my verious meds. But that is all i do to have fun. Everything else is just to fill in the time until i can get high or drunk or screwed up on something.

And if i continue doing these things, i risk serious concequences. So do those around me (when i lose my temper, lives may end unless something is done, which is why i have strong muscle relaxors for emergency use only).

I can't very well stop the only thing that gives me a reason to wake up just to appease the rest of world can i? Its basically asking me to kill myself. I could care less about the damage that is done to others or others property if the make me lose my temper. They all know better then to piss me off. But i get angry enough to kill over vertually nothing within seconds.

That is why marjiuanna has been so helpful. I feel like quitting it just because "commen sense" tells me to is crazy. Tell me what you - fellow potheads - think about it. I need a lil guidence to make my decision

Dude, if you get pissed off enough to go into rages like that, you should probably seek help. I'm not being a smart ass here, I'm dead serious. Marijuana may help keep you calm, but if you need it to not freak out on the world, there's something wrong...

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Originally Posted by Rapidfire187

Dude, if you get pissed off enough to go into rages like that, you should probably seek help. I'm not being a smart ass here, I'm dead serious. Marijuana may help keep you calm, but if you need it to not freak out on the world, there's something wrong...

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yea dude, because people with anger problems usually end up hurt, not hurting others... it isn't others problem, you know damn well it is yours.


If you have an issue, as to where you cannot control yourself enough, so that others can feel safe around you, you need to get a grip on that asap... and if you are fucked up in the head to where you would rather have fun, and harm those around you... you need serious counseling man... i think weed is AWSOME, but how dare you say being high is more important than my safety????

and as a trained fighter, i will say, you don't always want to lose your temper on everyone

When I was given medication for my pain, I put the pot off, for a bit, to give the medicine(s) a chance to work.

In your position, I'd drastically cut back on the pot.

Sounds like you could use some serious help, both with the anger-rage problem and with the fact that getting "messed up on marijuana and alcohol. . . is the only thing that gives me a reason to wake up." Something's wrong there. Bad wrong.

If getting stoned and drunk is your only reason to live, you need to start looking for new reasons! Weed should an extra spice to life, not life itself. Maybe you need to start looking for different ways of looking at life, different ways to live life. Obviously what you've tried to be happy hasn't worked, so you need to step out of the comfort zone.