Tired of living in fear

I'm a disabled Vet. I find it hard just to walk around my own home an endless cycle of pain it's and the side effects from the pain drug like having a 24 hour bug forever. Sleepless night move into long fitful days without relief just an endless Hell.And Best Pain Relief is Illegal
Dear God please help me!:(

Oh honey, you need to move! Here in Cali, it would take $200 and about one hour to get you legal! Is there ANY way you can get to a MMJ friendly state? Dang! It's SO unfair! You shouldn't have to suffer when there is a safe, herbal alternative to Big Pharma's nasty pills! - Granny:hippy: