When I smoke weed again, I wanna have a beautiful experience with it

I wanna get laid with a beautiful woman, get her pregnant, have a great trip on weed, have a super intellect, have a super wife and kids. Why is Mom not in this picture? Why only weed, my future wife and future kids? Why is Dad not in this picture?
Weed... Please let me have a good experience with you the next time I smoke it. I don't wanna smoke it now because I have a low self-esteem, so I don't wanna have a bad trip, but I will smoke it IF and this is a big IF I get more confidence in myself.
Why can't we all be just brothers and sisters to each other? Why do crimes exist? Maybe I need to read many books to find out the answers to these questions?

ok.... you're tripping on something. Whatever youre on... I want it.

I am not on any drugs. I am simply saying what I wanna have.
And now... I don't know how to end this post... I don't know...

if you want advice on confidence, mine is to act more confident (even if you dont feel that way) and it eventually rubs off on you. it worked for me, and is actually proven to help in most cases. Just act like you rule the world, and all women want to sleep with you. ;)

I dont totally get what your saying but I sorta do.
I think maybe in a sense your actually being confident even though you think you are not. You see your seeing your future.The things you want. You are able to realize that you can complete the things you want to accomplish without being a kid about it you dont need your parents help anymore to make a decision. You have the ability to try and do good and right

And when your smoking and you start feeling like your gonna have a bad trip remember that you wanted to do this you know theres nothing to be scared of or feel bad about. Just let it settle and drink some water

haha theres a kid in my town named oleg, who smokes, and i cant tell if hes high or sober when im around him