Re:http://boards.cannabis.com/sexuality...w-anymore.html
Today, it happened. I had been stretched out enough, and I couldn't take all of the building up stress that was starting to literally swallow me whole. I just was clean cut and blunt about how I felt, and of course, he was not good. He first was really, really depressed, but then angry. He told me that he couldn't believe how much of a bitch was the whole relationship (HA) and how he hates me. So... later on, he calls and wants me to come over, as friends, to talk. But... I just can't. I know he won't react well, since it happened before. He tells me that he will change, and that he hasn't been himself recently, but I can't believe this cliche statement because he told me that at least four times.
So, I am single and I am staying that way for a WHILE. I need to be me, instead of concentrating so much on making someone happy, when I'm not happy at all. I'm going to be okay, though. :)
