Ok, so ive only smoked and got high 5 times out of those 5 times i got extremely blazed twice. Now i come from a dad that smoked weed ALL the time with my uncle and LSD so i would think i would be the biggest pot head that ive ever seen, but that isnt the case. I am a person that gets really paraniod easy and has panic attacks easy. My very first high i got a nick at school it was really bad weed from what i was being told by my friends but i didnt care i wanted to try smoking really bad i was so anxious it was a friday and parents were leaving that weekend so i had a perfect time to smoke.
So that night when they left i smoked out of a coke can and got a nice high didnt even realize i was high until i noticed i was staring at the wall, the whole 2 1/2 hours i think it was were great i did not panic or get paraniod at all i loved it. Now the second night was horrible IMO, i wanted to get rid of the rest of the weed before parents got home to i smoked a ton im guessing 15 of the biggest hits i could take and held them in until i had to take a breath of air.
And the high kicked in and kicked my ass the room was spinning and i had couch lock like a bitch i could not move worth a shit and my whole body felt like i dont even no how to explain i was a huge mess just panic the whole time i went to lay down and closed my eyes and had closed eye visuals! I SWEAR NO LIE i saw like cartoonish looking things that i thought i had seen before in the past but yet i had no clue what the hell they were and i saw like this weird jamacin man singing and his tounge was flapping around and he was scaring the hell outta me so i tried to go to sleep and my hearts going so fast i thought i was going to die i heard the tv talking to me like a conversation so i turned around on my bed and saw it was just a show on tv and it was the weed omg scariest night of my life ever since i saw what weed can be capable of im scared shit to get high because i never know how much to do or how much is too much or too little and i panic everytime the high starts coming in i tell myself omg im such an idiot for doing this its gonna be horrible again, i really like weed because i felt like i was flying one a few times which scared me a little and at the same time was amazing i just wish i could learn to get used to it and not panic but that was the craziest high ive ever thought was possible seriously though coming from my dad and uncle i would imagine i woulda been leaping in joy of that but i guess not i hope i dont sound stupid but i want some opinions on what i can do to get better highs and not that high again lol also i have a small bowl now thanks for reading though if you did
