Tonight, going to smoke for first time!

Well my title might be a little misleading...
About 5 years ago, i smoked weed for the first time. I didn't get high, but the following night i got blazed off my ass and actually started going crazy, screaming, freaking out like mad...probably the scariest moment of my life. Since then I haven't smoked again, but have wanted to. I'm still scared I might freak out again, so I've been trying to think good thoughts so that way I won't bug. Last night I tried smoking a bowl, and took a bunch of hits but didn't get high, so tonight I'm going to try again with some stronger shit.

What should I expect, and how should I approach the situation? Advice would be greatly appreciated.

Just stay relaxed....dont take it with other drugs.....and make sure getting busted by cops/parents/whatever isn't a very likely probability.

i wont get caught haha

haha, read this:
http://boards.cannabis.com/experienc...about-you.html

i no, i just did haha

but i mean, like last night for example, i tell myself to relax and be happy, and i sort of trick myself while still feeling in the back of my mind scared...

Like others said, just relax and chill :smokin:

Hope tonight goes well!

Dude, make a playlist of your absolute favorite songs and just pop one of your headphones in your ear and keep it on all night, you'll be relaxed and trust me, you'll have a good time

yeah i did that last night surfer, expecting to get high....but of course nothin happened =\

oh and do you guys think like 1 or 2 bowls will be enough to get me high? its decent weed, i dont think its quite KB, im not sure

1 or 2 bowls should be good especially if your alone.. It took me so many tries to get high when i was first starting. I would smoke a whole joint and just get a slight buzz..but anyways.. Yeah get some chill music and relax..Do you have to worry about parents?