I was raised up in a catholic christan family and school. I am 21 now and did a lot of thinking sence I was about 18 on my beliefs. I questioned a lot of my beliefs and came out basicly just ignoring everything(mostly because im a weak person with low self esteem) I still believe in christan religion but Idk I am a hypocrite I believe but dont act. Well anyways It had me thinking If some one had so much pain they couldnt live with and killed themself why would they go to hell as taught in my religion? Seems so wrong. Why hell because they had that much pain and then give them an eternity of it?