Have you ever..

Missed somebody so much it hurts? Knowing that in the long years to come you won't be able to be by this person who you've held so close to your heart? Or not knowing if you'll ever see this person again. You realize that the world doesn't revolve around you but you only wanted someone to revolve around the world with?

I want to be with you,
but your millions of miles away.
i wish you would call just to ask about my day.
it would make things so much better if i could hear you voice,
I guess i can't complain too much, after all this was my choice.
i wish i could hold you in my arms and look in to your eyes.
i promise i will always be true to you and never tell you lies.
its so hard to go to sleep without you by my side.
my tears are the only thing ill ever try to hide.
i lie awake in bed as the tears stream down my face,
they keep going until the hit my pillow case.

Sounds a bit emo eh? lol.

Time heels all wounds, hang in there

nothing has the power to hurt more then a broken heart... shit sucks.

Those questions are hard to answer. You should put your heart into stuff, like that poem, now that it's bigger. Maybe, it will lift a little weight off of it.

That's probally the worst feeling ever, remembering all the good times you've had and knowing that you can never experience those again. The lengths that you'd go to to just get them out of your mind, and then you realize, I just want you to hold me.