Started the beers, where's my bowl? (help!)

When you have an injury, how do you immediately deal with it? There's a shock of pain and then you, probably, grit your teeth.

Where's my freaking weed???

Without it, my teeth tremble. Maybe I should turn off the A.C. Every time I move, the pain worsens and my vision goes haywire because I'm not worried about pairing up the images when I'm gritting my teeth, trying to deal with the pain.

I know that most of you won't understand this, and I'm not going to explain, but this is one aspect, of many, where Cannabis turns my life into bliss. I used to drink alcohol, until I had been given some extra money, last week. Tonight, I'm drinking alcohol, again. It doesn't help with the pain, but, at least it cheers me up.

I feel like I'm at the end of my rope with nothing to look back upon, except coming back from a coma and having a U.S. Navy Sonar Technician ram into the side of my girlfriend's Chevy Cavalier with his Chevy Venture Van.

How could I go about speaking to a doctor who could help? Two doctors have supported my use, so far.

All you need is one doctor to support your usage, they should give you any pertinent information, right? Will someone please give this man a bowl!! At least you can be grateful for the beers, right?

Yes, that's what I'd think. I need to find one, first. I told the O.D., M.D. that he'd be the first one I'd see when they change the law. Before that, he said that the only thing he can do is write in my file that I still have pain.

Of course you're still hurting! There are other aids for pain. Ones that the doctor will gladly right you a script for. Maybe you need to move to the west-coast?

Well, I moved to Wisconsin to be with this girl, who's cousin has diabetes. Her cousin's doctor, in Iowa, would've (so I was told) prescribed it to me. Then, I could've moved anywhere and they'd ship it. I needed her to bring me to Iowa to see him.

After Christmas, with my money all tied up in rent and my credit being used up for cash withdrawals, I came back to Virginia Beach because I need help from my family. I used the credit that I had left to rent a Uhaul and my girlfriend, and I, came here.

Back at the beach, I used the last of my cash withdrawal allowance before I moved into a place that I can't afford on my own.

I've re-started my life too many times, and, I just want to be happy.