I'm feeling.... uh... dunno.

Not sure what's up with me today it's fucked... Right since i've woken up i've had this strange feeling that I can't quite put a word to..

It's like this extreme lifeless apathy and boredom.. a complete lack of purpose.. it's like an inner bordedom.. like even if i had something to do i'd still be bored into the ground.. It's also kinda like hunger but not so direct.. I feel I need something but I have no idea what it is.. and its not a feeling I can grab onto.. it's like a cartoon ghost.. it's there but if I try to touch it or examine it my hand just goes straight through it.. meh. I've felt like this before but I can't remember when and I don't care.

Anyone else felt this before?
Any ideas?

Peace.

Yeah I feel like that sometimes. Cleaning my room always helps me with that feeling.

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Originally Posted by 420MissHighTimes420

Yeah I feel like that sometimes. Cleaning my room always helps me with that feeling.

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Okay thanks for the response.. I guess I could give it a try

I'd recommend taking a drive, or going out with some friends. That always clears my mind. It'll make you feel better.

listen up homie
you need to get out and hike or climb something
or even ride a bike down a hill real fast

just get outside and walk

that should cure the blues

...I feel like that nearly 24/7.

when i have a really bad episode with my depression, i get that extreme apathetic feeling, a complete lack of purpose, and i just don't give a shit about ANYTHING. it completely drains my energy and sometimes its so bad that i literally don't have the energy to get up off of my couch, as in i really can barely move because i feel so horrible. when this happens i do everything i can think of to try and cheer myself up...a funny movie, some good music, call friends, drag myself off of the couch and get outside in the sun. there's never one certain thing that always brings me out of it,and sometimes it's really weird things that i would never expect that bring me out of it - for example, when that happened to me the other day, i kept trying to find a way out of that feeling, and the movie 'grease' come on vh1...and for some weird unknown reason, that completely cheered me up right away. i have no fucking clue why, and i actually started laughing once i realized what had happened. maybe it's because i loved it when i was a kid? maybe i just like singing along? no fucking clue...but it worked!

so try anything, and i mean anything, because you never know what will pull you out of it

Thanks everyone for the advice :)

I sorted out my room and hoovered it.. had a shower an a shave and got some more comfortable clothes on so i'm feeling kinda better now..

Lol I could make things alot better if I could pick up tonight :cool:

yup do something just for yourself. :)

I know exactly how you feel, I've definately been there a few times myself. Do you feel like you're just sick of the day-to-day routine, like you want to do something totally different? Lets face it, life can get really old if you've been doing the same thing day after day.

Maybe you should try meditation, the opposite of doing something (which bores you). Salvia Divinorum (it's legal mods, its legal!) is also made for meditation, they go hand in hand and if you really know what you're doing, you'll find out what an amazing tool it is. Most people who hate it say so because they don't understand that it's not for getting "high" or "messed up", it's a powerful and valuable tool that you need to know how to use.