Dfw Area (Euless)

Hey hows it going.. ive been living the sober life and its gettin on my damn nerves!! Let me splain... no no, there is to much.. let me sum up.

I have had to essentially clean house... the group i used to hang around with, well it was fun while it lasted, It started out maybe gettin high every other weekend or so, and maintaining a pretty productive life the rest of the time. A stress relief, and it was wonderful. Well Im a lightweight, and could make my stuff last a LONG long time (and im HAPPY that way). I dont have kids, and in fact i took an active fact helping to provide for some children that werent mine, i figured i was helping a friend out, and karma would reward me sometime down the line. Point was, i was active, i felt like i was being responsible, i paid all my bills, i helped out people actively all the time, and i just had a weekend indulgence. I was ok with it.

Then it changed. The people, the friends i actively helped... Weed wasnt enough for them anymore, they zipped past me to where they would smoke a weeks suppply in one day... and then that wasnt enough, they went to ICE.

I wont lie, i dabbled. I think i was trying to hang on to my friends more than anything, which is just weakness personified. But anyone who has experience with that stuff knows that it can change the people you knew into something else. they stopped careing about anything but that next "party" Even while i dabbled, i could maintain my 40 plus hour work week. They.. stopped working alltogether.

I tried to keep up the charade for as long as I could, but when my best friend of 7 plus years stooped to stealing 700 dollars from me, it was time to clean house.

Im in good shape now, my head is screwed on right, and im pointed back in the right direction, but hey, i lost all of my old friends. What must be done, must be done.

Whats that got to do with this board? Well in retaliation, she made sure anyone i used to get weed from wouldnt SELL to me anymore. ugh. Ok so i have gone from knowing 10 places to get it, to nobody, and not even KNOWING someone that knows someone.

Im 33, im a geeky white boy, and making friends like THIS, well its kinda difficult. im trying to keep myself safe, and outside of any drama... but what would you reccomend as a way for someone who would LIKE to indulge again responsibly to find some possible sources (keeping in mind im an idiot socially??)

Go to the Cultivation Forums, read up a bit and grow your own. You'll have and endless supply of great smoke for cheap without the worries of dealing with assholes.

Have a good one!:jointsmile:

badmojo,
I'm in euless as well. I laughed out loud at your princess bride reference. I'm a 36 year old guy with a family, so I kinda know where you are coming from. I am in the same boat as you with regard to finding new friends. I'm sorry I can't help you in that department right now, but I'm always on the look out. Hopefully we can help each other out someday???

Its sometimes nostalgic when you recall good oldtimes, but if you see it on the light of being today, and you see the result of your choices, maybe is not a bad thing, you can always get to know new people and make a new life with a new day.

Psycho4Bud advise is real good, I am almost thinking on taking it...

These days I am unable to 'indulge' just like you, and your situation is similar to one I lived, if you want to distract yourself from the thought about wanting dont having any, you can just reply a few posts, that is applied occupational therapy, and makes you feel good too, lol.

Enough nonsense, GL and cya around. :wtf:

I live in Euless (off of Euless blvd)... I hate it here. I am going to Austin at the end of the summer, but could really use some chill people to hang out with (regardless of age).

I am 18, but do my best to not "play the part". Let me know if anyone in the area wants to hang out for a bit. Later