ive been getting back into spirituality, and i just meditated for a good half hour, the first real breakthrough ive had in a while. at the end of it, i was just left with one thought, that came out of no where: stop doing drugs.
of course, within 10 seconds, my ego rushed back in, trying to compromise with this: "only do psychedelics, take a break for x amount of time, etc."
keep in mind i was in a very hot room, not a lot of oxygen getting in, my breathing had slowed down to the bpm of the music, etc. what do you think?
