The summary of god

All my life i have been searching for God and what religion truely is an i have come to the conclusion that God is not a tangible being but rather the collective essence of all matter and anti-matter in the cosmos.

God is the link that all existence shares. God didnt create anything.
Everything in the universe is made of the same "space particles" and God is an unexplainable link between these particles that.

There is no God in the traditional sense and definitely not in the Christian definition of God.

Im pretty sure my ramblings wont make sense to anyone so leave plenty of questinos so i can clarify:hippy: