messed up, may take another break...

went over the house of an old friend of mine. we talked and we both found that we like smoking weed. i got home for spring break. went to his house a little bit to chill. mind you, i haven't smoked in nearly a month, tolerence was shot to the ground.

he pulls out his double chamber bong, grinds up the weed, lites it up! sweet sweet mary jane, it was so nice to take in hung lung fulls of smoke. first hit was perfect. 2nd one, harsh as hell, had a weird taste to it. w/e i'm BLLLAZED!

suddenly another kid comes it, haven't seen him since middle school.

then this kid and my friends brother we talking about beating the shit out of someone. saying they want to kill someone while driving a beretta. i thought it was all directed to me since his bro had a grudge against me, and i drive a beretta. it was weird they mentioned it...

i started to flip out. i said out loud "dude guys i'm fucking stoned as shiiit!" but it was more than that... the one kid turns to me and asks me if I'm wet.

i started flippin the fuck out. it was weird cause i felt "wet" the entire time we were chillin, i fell back on the kids bed and closed my eyes. i felt crazy. like i was going to be insane for the rest of my life, i was that messed up.

i get up, muster some strength. and i tell them WTF Is going on?!

UR WET As shIT MAN!


PCP


fucked up. ruined smoking for me.

i smoked the next day and i couldn't chill. i was fucking blazed out my mind. and all i could think about was that pcp trip. it was causing me to shake.

i think i'm gonna take a break. screw wet weed.

ahh that sucks

shit man that sucks. just dont toke for a while, to let your system calm down. if you want to continue afterwards, make sure the weed you smoke aint laced

yeah man, just watch out who you get it from when you start back. just go to the trustworthy guys that you've been buying from for awhile. that should keep your shoes un-laced all the time.

hope you're alright, dude. peace.

Yeah, I have no problem with people who lace their OWN weed as long as the people that smoke it know well in advance, and want to do it.

But, people who tell you after you've already done it, piss me the hell off. One time, I was buying another illegal drug. After I bought it, and instantly did quite a bit of it, someone tells me "Yeah, it's cut with (another drug, that I never planned on doing)". Instantly, I freak out. I have all these emotions. Anger, Rage, Betrayel. I'm like "What the fuck? If I wanted (that drug) I would have bought it myself..." (Mind you, these people who got it for me, must have assumed I would have liked it."

Now the drug I bought, I know what it's supposed to do, because I've done it before. It's not supposed to fuck you up in the way that it did. It's a euphoric stimulant. Once he tells me that it's cut, I notice it, and it all starts to make sense. The drug it's cut with, lasts a long time, so I'm pissed. I'm contemplating ways to get my money back, and thinking what if I freak out, and have to go to the hospital?

Long story short, once I explain to the guy, how that was BULLSHIT, and SHITTY, and how I trusted him, etc... he's like "Oh, well let me make sure it's the stuff that's cut..." and it turns out it's not cut with what he said it was (which I'm glad), that's the stuff THEY got to sample which would be available the next stuff.

Unfortnuately, because of me thinking it was cut with something, I was freaking out. And I was up the whole night, smoking weed, trying to calm myself down, but to no avail, normally smoking makes me calm, but this time smoking just made me WAAAY to blazed to be at my paranoid state which made things worse.

Long story short, you should never let someone do something if they are under the impression it's something it's not. That's just fucked up. I could have had a medical reaction and been dead, because of my pills I take, if it would have been cut with what they thought it was cut with, and were willing to let me do.

I don't hang out with them anymore.