Poetry spoken in picture form...a story of my past...

[Cheeched Chick HiGh]

Here is me...a longforgotten story of my past frozen in time, read by poets, and seen by the world...

"Forlorn A Story of Shattered Mirrors"

[Imotep]

gawd, u r a creative one arent u. :)

[Euphoric]

that'd make a good album cover..good photo. i feel your pain! mmm paincakes

[The C]

Wot!??

You cant enlarge??!!!

Whats this??

I want my money back!

[GooseBear]

I don't know what to say.........the cut on her wrist...cut legs nobody can see it.....scar here scar there.............


I'm in a weird mood right now

[poorman3]

what a shame!

[Cheeched Chick HiGh]

Thanks Euphoric...lol @ goose <3 take care everyone <3

[GHoSToKeR]

I want to live next door to Cheeched :( :( :( lol

[str82hevenDS]

is that art? I mean, I understand that you might have gone through bad times, but pictures of a slit wrist and you nude? Aren't you like 17? Cheer up and becareful what your putting out on the internet.

[Cheeched Chick HiGh]

Im not nude. You dont see nipples. Slit wrists? I think its beautiful.

[GHoSToKeR]

is that art? I mean, I understand that you might have gone through bad times, but pictures of a slit wrist and you nude? Aren't you like 17? Cheer up and becareful what your putting out on the internet.
how the fuck can you decide whats art and what isnt?

[Ammie]

how the fuck can you decide whats art and what isnt?


meowwwwwwwwwww!! everyone has opinions whether we agree on them or not its his right to say what he likes. It sucks when people want to make u feel bad for sumthing u post but its what happens :rolleyes:

[Cheeched Chick HiGh]

Yeah, people can say what they want...but they shouldnt if they cant back it up...I think it would be totally different Aimmie if you were the creator of this thread?

Its the story of pain, life...whose to say my wrist was even slit? Im VERY good in photo shop. :)

[Ammie]

actually babe i know how u feel they do it to me all the time but who cares what they think!!! I thought it was pretty damn crative if u ask me but then again just my opinion:). Dont let what people think stop u from postin u have a great mind and do alot of creative things. I love seen this stuff from u way more then them im in trouble again threads which there hasnt been to many lately im proud of u :D:D. keep it up gurl!!!

[str82hevenDS]

Cheeched, lots of people would probly think that was beautiful, I didn't say it wasn't but all I'm sayin is, which I dont know if I'm right or not...but I've seen you post lots of times and I think at some point you said you were only 17. You're on a messege forum with tons people, who's to say some of them might not be freaks. All I suggested was to becareful what you spread around the internet. Otherwise, I've seen plenty of art of that style, and if it means something to you than it can be a beautiful thing. I'd just suggest to becareful, but if your comfortable with it, do your thing.

[str82hevenDS]

I definately understand what you mean about people not backin shit up, like little faggot 17 year old ghosts who curse at you because they know they're protected behind a computer. People like that get their asses beat in real life. Fortunately they live on some island where nobody needs to give a shit about them.

[Buck268]

how the fuck can you decide whats art and what isnt?


Maybe he enjoys thinking for himself.

[GHoSToKeR]

I definately understand what you mean about people not backin shit up, like little faggot 17 year old ghosts who curse at you because they know they're protected behind a computer. dude, haha, i dont need to be behind a computer to say what i think.. but yea, NEXT


People like that get their asses beat in real life.nope.. still never had my ass beat. NEXT


]Fortunately they live on some island where nobody needs to give a shit about them.LOL hahahaha well im thankful you took the time out of your schedule and gave us little, non-important folks a mention. go to hell

[GHoSToKeR]

Maybe he enjoys thinking for himself.dude, what i meant was art is a matter of opinion.. just because he doesnt think its art, doesnt mean it isnt.. anything can be.

[str82hevenDS]

haha, punk you act like I was talkin about anybody but you. Of course you didn't get your ass beat, but try talkin shit like that to someone face to face as opposed to on a messege forum, then come back and tell me you didn't get your ass beat. Anyway, i've been there, killed the devil and I'm back for some more play.

[GHoSToKeR]

try talkin shit like that to someone face to face as opposed to on a messege forum
...


hypocrite

n : a person who professes beliefs and opinions that he does not hold

[str82hevenDS]

whats that mean, son? you callin me a hypocrit? I dont talk shit to people I dont know, but people who talk shit to me get theirs. Hypocrit, what else do you wanna call me? Nice way to turn this thread about you, though, just like you seem to love to make every thread about yourself. That in itsself is an art.

[Buck268]

dude, what i meant was art is a matter of opinion.. just because he doesnt think its art, doesnt mean it isnt.. anything can be.


Ha, thats sweet man! We agree but have different persectives... I see it as a spider web in my mind :rolleyes: :D

[GHoSToKeR]

whats that mean, son? you callin me a hypocrit? I dont talk shit to people I dont know, but people who talk shit to me get theirs. Hypocrit, what else do you wanna call me? Nice way to turn this thread about you, though, just like you seem to love to make every thread about yourself. That in itsself is an art.
blah blah blah dude i dont care

[Cheeched Chick HiGh]

Yeah, so drama sucks...esp. pathetic drama online when you cant see blood and people tearing into eachother...you just see mere words that mean nothing.

lol

Thanks for the responces though

[HeLTeR.SKeLTeR]

tho I agree with the guy who said you were 17 and you should be more carefull with spreading stuff around the net you are expressing something throught a picture that you decided to edit and to manipulate, so your creating and your being productive, something lots of people never get to do in their lives.

[Cheeched Chick HiGh]

^lol, thanks man <3

[Buck268]

Hey Cheeched, if I can ask, why do you cut? Is it the thrill of pain, the rush of seeing blood or what? If you just enjoy pain, there are some alternatives out there which are healthier than cutting.

Of course, if you enjoying seeing your blood or something, and thats your deal go for it :)

[Jodie]

Hi cheech! I can see a 'strange' beauty in your picture but if you really cut yourself i'd be concerned for your emotional well-being. Self-harm is a very emotive issue and some people could be disturbed or offended by it.

[Cheeched Chick HiGh]

^I dont care if theyre offended of it...

Ive been a cutter for 2 years...I started doing it after my uncle shot himself (who was like a dad to me)

I never have cut my legs and shit...mostly wrists and kneck...I was made fun of alot when growing up and now I find myself unbelieveably self conscience...if anyone even gives me a dirty look I freak out and start crying (im even on meds -- doesnt help) Id rather feel physical pain then emotional...because the physical pain isnt as harsh...sometimes I feel so numb though too (I have NO friends where I live -- except like my bf and his guy friends) and when I cut myself I see blood, I like blood, it means Im alive...a reminder...I dont cut much anymore and I didnt photo shop edit that actually...that was after a break down and I thought Id try a new twist to my 'pain'...and put it in picture to remind myself...

[Cheeched Chick HiGh]

I also get kind of a rush from it...I guess...I feel like I am so close to death (When I cut, I am usually suicidal) I think about God and how perfect the after life will be...but, I never cut all the way because my fear of what death may be....if I find out there isnt a God...Id be more lost then I am now...so I choose not to go all the way...but just the cut...reminds me Im alive...and brings me back to reality...

[Buck268]

I cn respect your habbit if you do it out of enjoyment. Hell, I enjoy some pain myself :D

Sorry about your Uncle though, I'm sure that can be rough :( But I can relate to being made fun of as a kid. I was always the fat kid (well until I got buff playing football ha! Love the drunken brawl now!). Anyways, jsut don't let people get to you. The way I look at it is this; your all you've got, so fuck everyone else! I'm not discounting being nice to people, I'm just saying when it comes down to people, fuck 'em :) Maybe you get what I mean maybe not haha

[Buck268]

BTW, your talk of suicide worries me a lot :( I have had a couple close freinds with similar feelings, and I always try to look out for them cuz I'm loyal to my freinds like that. Anyways, I do know what your talking about, and I know a couple other people who feel like that, so its not weird like some may think.

[The C]

is that art? I mean, I understand that you might have gone through bad times, but pictures of a slit wrist and you nude? Aren't you like 17? Cheer up and becareful what your putting out on the internet.




how the fuck can you decide whats art and what isnt?

How can you decide what an opinion is and what isnt?.... Ohh ohh someones good smack me up with some logic they spend another 5 minutes thinking about! We'll you is got 55 more minutes to waste on a post than most people do!

Ohh oh.. What if nobody posts?? then it's just you and me the C ;) ..